Confession Of A Soon-To-Be SPM Result Receiver

Bismillahirrahmanirahim.

Hari ni Jumaat.

Satu je lagi Jumaat, and then the results will be out.

Yes people, earthlings, humans, parents, friends, teachers, whoever you are, WE ARE GOING TO GET OUR SPM RESULTS THE ONE THAT WE SHED OUR SWEAT TEARS , SACRIFICE OUR PLAYTIME just so we can stuff more information in our brain that hopefully would help us get the STRAIGHT A+es that ALL OF US LONGED FOR will be out.

I can't wait to see my friends.

But honestly, my nervousness kinda overshadow that joy i have. And my pimples which increases day by day on my face like mushrooms that grows after the rain is proving my point. And, trust me its not a beautiful sight.

People who already passed this phase, would say, "Come on, it's just spm, not the end of the world." 

I'm sorry but i gotta tell ya, your comforting words does not slightly comfort us.

Maybe in 2 or 3 years time when i had already see a clearer picture of my future, i'd be sayin that too. 

But seriously, NOT NOW.

Because we already know, that there is so much more than results, there is attitude, your personality, blah blah blah.. But now, this is a big thing for us. A VERY BIG THING. Especially when your siblings pass with flying   colours *sigh* (trust me i know that feeling)

This results kinda determines whether you're gonna burden your parents or not. I mean, scholarship. 

Especially when all your siblings are a scholar *sigh* (again, i feel you, my friend)

I know, whatever it may be there will always be a storm along the road. But now, im hoping for the best. And im praying to Allah to give what's best for me.

Besides, we all know that Allah plans are wayy better than ours and is more of a long-term thing.
He knows, what we don't know.

Anyways, Thank you for reading my rant.

Please pray for me, my friends , and all of us who is also receiving results on D-day.

I wish the best of luck for all 35 souls, Valours 1314, and all who sat for spm 2014.

May we shed tears of joy on D-day, 3rd of March 2015 :')