i'm not perfect n i believe no one is,,

my name is sumaiyah azmi. fourteen years old.
14 years of living and i have to admit there's a lot of mistakes i've made.
i have two loving parents and 3 awesome sisters, all of them taking medic.
to me, they all are perfectt. and it's so frustrating when u can't be like them.
but that's where i'm wrong. i forgot hannah montana's song, NOBODY's PERFECT.
all my life i've lived up to people's expectations.
sometimes i feel like i'm trying so hard to be someone else.
some kid's parents', when they see me, they'll like,
'look at her, be like her, bla,bla,bla' or
if me n my friends wanna go out, their parents will go like,
'is sumaiyah going? if she goes than ok, u're allowed.'
sometimes i eel kinda proud that people look up to me,
but some other time, i felt like,
'HEY, WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME?I'M 14 JUST LIKE YOUR CHILD.'
even my teachers, always gt all kinds of sarcasm from 'em. even whn i get good grades.
or sometimes they compare me to my 3 sisters who are  their x-students.
i'll just like smile in front of them, acting like i don't care.
but u know what? i'm a human, i have feelings, no matter how hard i try not to care,
i can't. I just have to care.
maybe i felt like the whole world was against me.have u ever felt that way?
and all that i have was my friends, who has always been there for me.
that i forgot about my family who has always been there for me, no matter what.
it's because of that one thing that i believe, i made a big mistake.
a mistake that could cause my future to go BOOM!
but because of that mistake, i get to think,
people put expectations on you because they believe in you,
people said all kinds of sarcasm to u to challenge u,
people compare u b'coz they know u can be just like them n better than who u are now.
the whole world is not against you,
in fact, the whole world is behind u,
it's ok if u make mistakes now,
u learn from it. get back back up, n move on. be a better person.
you'll never be perfect. but the journey to being perfect is what counts, that is how hard u try :)
so, anytime u made a mistake, reflect yourself. n be a better one.
it's no fun anyway to live life that's too perfect, :D