earphones and me :)

taecyeon and suzy escaping,

hey, long time no blogging.sorry, been kind of busy with my life.
my exam marks for test 2 is sooo down,,
so, as usual when my marks are down the teachers will AIM at me,
to be specific, PERLI.
i dont actually mind, because they wanted me to take that as a challenge because they know i can do better,,
but, sometimes their insults hurts me badd.
thankfully i had friends that is always comforting me,
but its different, they dont understand how i feel,,
it's hard to be someone that every classmate relies on,
trust me im like the counselor in the class,,
anybody who got problems, u can tell me,
i like it when everyone relies on me, i feel IMPORTANT, NEEDED.
but sometimes when i've got a problem of my own,
i'm the one who dont  know who to rely on.
so, i take the ESCAPISME way,.
my way of escapisme is using my earphones,
it's a great way of escaping something.
you wear it and you're in your own world.
escape from the hectic world, escape from those painful words.
that's enough for me,
even if the earphones is not connected to anything,
even if it's just silence,
it's more comforting,,
Silence is comforting in many ways. It lets you hear things which you can’t hear with sounds. It gives you realization that someone is always with you. Also, it keeps you from hearing things that you should not listen to. :)