new year, new resolutions.

it's finally 2012.there'll be a lot going on this year.

                                                   

 and ill be writing my new year's resolutions. happy new year evrybdy! May everyone have an amazing year in 2012. InsyaAllah. :)

TWO.ZERO.ONE.ONE

waaaa,seriously?2011 is gonna be over?

mmg cpat sgt mse brlalu.taseda pon.

next year is going  to be a very, VERY important year kott for everyone who was born in 1997.as in for spe yg akn amek PMR (SPM for pple who's born in 1994)

b'coz it's one of THE most important exams in our lives.tatau la bout other people, but for me, it is.well, that's not what i'll be talking about in this post.i just want to recap the memories i've made in 2011, dkt tmpt yg mmg i spent almost half of the year or more kt situ, SMK SERI SAUJANA.

this is where it all begins n ends,2011

lalu lintas, with lovely seniors n juniors, one of the best memories in 2011.

stalker of the year, ;)

the watch of THE year, G-shock

wonderful memories captured credits to nur armira's nikon d5000.

project dmana smua brtungkus lumus utk mnyiapkannya given by our lovely art teacher, cikgu normaliza :)

the picture in our b'loved class

my last year as an official proud member of saujana's karate.

morning of sport's day

pcah msuk gim utk mngimbau knangan asian game.

a weekend as a krs member with 4 other AWESOME  friends.

on our way hntar bku kwlan scare rombongann

designer of the year

untunglaa, dpt tngkp gmba dgn die.tp, ade jee yg jeles. :P

my fav teacher of the year, pn ong

credits to abg prpustakaan negara.u rock man!

happy nye,

auwwww, so sweeet <3

jamuan dorm dgn 5 other angelic members of dorm3

trip terbaek!

dinner of the year.

bestiess

wan aliya, ade unique way of sleeping n colourful teeth.

cantek skola dyorg.

master chefs,

cutiess:)

ni la keje fav time bosann

PMR candidates 2011.

actually, byk sgt sgt sgt SGT lg knangan.tp, nnty klau ltak smua, smpi esok post ni ta ley d'publish lg.
i just wanna say to everyone who was with me this 2011, thank u soo much. i really appreciate ur presence.
let's create moree memories in 2012.let's be better n make 2012 a better year,, sorry klau ade ssape yg tade gmbr kt ats, but always know ur in my heart.sorry klau ade buat slah kt anyone in2011, n again, thanks, thank u friends, thank u family, n thank u Allah, for making 2011 a memorable year for me.May 2012 be better. InsyaAllah. :D

the one that got awayy

i love chester's voice, :)

cantikkan mate dyee? :)

malaysia vs bahrain, a great game

today malaysia loses to bahrain, 2-3.
thus, to get to olympic is gonna be a little bit hard.
it was also my first time watching a football match live.
and thanks to abah, we get to sit at the grandstand.
it was kind of frustrating, bcoz it's my first time n they lose.
but, that game was so awesome.
who cares if they lose?
they did try their hardest right?
without losers, there'll be no winners right?
u can't expect to winn all the time.
and i didn't blame them,
cause they were tired, and a lot of players were injured.
so, whatever it is, MALAYSIA masih di hatiku.
they're good, seriously, especially nazmi faiz, he's 17 and he's small, yet, he scores a goal for malaysia,
i mean, what more could u ask for? more goals? yeah, me too.
but that's besides the point,
mama says, losing the game doesn't mean u lose the battle,
so, get back up and be better, yes, be better,
my favorite phrase. :)
they can always improve. :)

i'm not perfect n i believe no one is,,

my name is sumaiyah azmi. fourteen years old.
14 years of living and i have to admit there's a lot of mistakes i've made.
i have two loving parents and 3 awesome sisters, all of them taking medic.
to me, they all are perfectt. and it's so frustrating when u can't be like them.
but that's where i'm wrong. i forgot hannah montana's song, NOBODY's PERFECT.
all my life i've lived up to people's expectations.
sometimes i feel like i'm trying so hard to be someone else.
some kid's parents', when they see me, they'll like,
'look at her, be like her, bla,bla,bla' or
if me n my friends wanna go out, their parents will go like,
'is sumaiyah going? if she goes than ok, u're allowed.'
sometimes i eel kinda proud that people look up to me,
but some other time, i felt like,
'HEY, WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME?I'M 14 JUST LIKE YOUR CHILD.'
even my teachers, always gt all kinds of sarcasm from 'em. even whn i get good grades.
or sometimes they compare me to my 3 sisters who are  their x-students.
i'll just like smile in front of them, acting like i don't care.
but u know what? i'm a human, i have feelings, no matter how hard i try not to care,
i can't. I just have to care.
maybe i felt like the whole world was against me.have u ever felt that way?
and all that i have was my friends, who has always been there for me.
that i forgot about my family who has always been there for me, no matter what.
it's because of that one thing that i believe, i made a big mistake.
a mistake that could cause my future to go BOOM!
but because of that mistake, i get to think,
people put expectations on you because they believe in you,
people said all kinds of sarcasm to u to challenge u,
people compare u b'coz they know u can be just like them n better than who u are now.
the whole world is not against you,
in fact, the whole world is behind u,
it's ok if u make mistakes now,
u learn from it. get back back up, n move on. be a better person.
you'll never be perfect. but the journey to being perfect is what counts, that is how hard u try :)
so, anytime u made a mistake, reflect yourself. n be a better one.
it's no fun anyway to live life that's too perfect, :D

ehemmm

*conclusion, be urselff, so what, if ur a weirdo, or a nerd, or whatever. love urself, u're unique just the way you are. :)

seriously.im bored.

:)

ayoyoo,smua nk jd bieberr,

the beginning.

salam aidiladha dr saya HAJJAH SUMAIYAH BINTI AZMI.
ok, this felt so weirdd. first time raye haji dgn gelaran hajah.
klau tahun lpas, hari ni saye g tawaf haji. percaye atau tidak, saya, berumur 14 tahun, Alhamdulillah dah pun menunaikan rukun islam yang terakhir. mmg x expect pon for that to happen  until abah call the first week before flight. n ktorg bkan pegi pakej pon, muasassah under tabung haji je. tp tula, klau org kte da rezeki x kemana. actually, saye x penah pon trfikir nk buat post psal saye pgi haji ngan parents ngan aunts n uncle hinggalah harini.ntahla, ttibe rse nak share. ok,the story begins like this awl tahun 2010, my parents daftarkan my name utk pegi haji. then until la blan sept ke ogos result kluar. i didn't get to go bcoz bru kluar polisi yg mngakatan children blow age of 15 are not allowed to go. so, at first mmg heartbroken gile la. tp da lame sket pasrah je la kan. da xde rzeki nk buat cane. tp my mom kte there's still hope. jd saye pon doa la ape yg trbaek dkt Allah. ssungguhnya dye yg Maha Mengetahui. stiap hari stiap mase msti saye bace ayat 1000 dinar.actually, sya mmg amalkan bnde tu, stat saye hafal time kem kami akhwat saujana dulu. org kte klau bace ayt tu InsyaAllah kte akn dpt rzeki yg x dsangka-sangka.n who ever expects time cuti PMR, a week b4 flight, pg tu abah ttibe call saying i get to go. at that day jgak ktorang pegi bli barang, buat medical checkup, amek surat tawaran n pegi mnx guru besar cuti(tu la smua markah akhir tahun kosong tu, bngkek jgak la sbb diorg x tulis TH je, but it was worth it).so that is how i get to go at the first place. n kat sne mmg byk ssangat experience that i get. so many kinds of people that i met. one day, i wish the whole family get to go together there. x dapat haji pon, umrah pon is more than enough. :)

amie, i'm sorry for what happened to your dad,,be strong,,everyone please pray for amilia manan's dad, semoga sembuh cepat. amilia, minta bersabar, ak doakan utk kekuatan ko, n kesihatn ayah ko, :)

i love my kampung!

this one's for kak hur.ni la pokok cili abah,,actually ade yg lg gedabak dr ni.klau nk tgok live pnye blik la malaysia cpatt :)

the week i'll remember for a lifetimee,,

how should i start this,,
kayh, it's been a hectic and kinda stressful week for me,,
in fact, a very very very emotional week,
i dont know actually how many pail of tears i have shed this week,
and it's all my fault for not thinking of the consequences in the future.
plus , the exam and a fight which was cause by other people's mouth,
it's very disappointing how a nine month friendship could be destroyed just by one simple rumour,,
and i'm sure that some people were hurt because of this, i'm sorry,
but Alhamdulillah, we faced the problems, and managed to solve it,,
well,, it still feels a little bit awkward,,but, we'll get used to it..
sure enough, i believe everything must happens for a reason right,,
and i gotta say, i learned a lot of things lately,
the hardships we go through life, thought us to be more matured,
this is the time to make mistakes, so that u don't repeat it.
one more thing, i swear, losing friends even for 4 days only,
is very painful,,especially the ones that you're close with,
so, a message to everybody, LOVE AND CHERISH YOUR FRIENDS, cause u'll never know what's going to happen next,,

dkt spe yg x de kt sini sory r.xde stok gamba form2, :D

i hope the misunderstanding will make our friendship grew stronger,,cause i can't bear to lose you guys anymore, trust me, 4 days is enough to made me realize i need hidayah tarmuzi, aliya basir, amilia manan, farah amanina, adilah nabilah, nadiah nurdin, farah amira, iman maisarah and each and every member of 2 angsana in my life.<3

someday, :)

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,
I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down
I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well
I hope it helps me now.
I hope the God will help me
I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself
I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well
Someday.. Someday..

*iu-someday, i love the meaning of this song,, :)

city hunter,

so, i've just finished wathcing city hunter starring lee min ho and his real life girlfriend, park min young,,
he's soo much cooler in this drama than in boys over flowers,
he looks great together with park min young,,
auwww, their sweeet, :)
to those who haven't watch this drama, do watch,,
but trust me, once u reach episode 19 and 20, you'll feel like throwng your computer,,
i don't like this story's ending,,

squabble over wooyoung,,someone who doesn't even know our existence, :D

it's weird that we would fight over a guy who has never ever heard of our name,,  but, it's fun by the way, great way to release tension, :D

no matter how HOT you are, remember this, YOU'RE A GIRL WITH A DIGNITY!

earphones and me :)

taecyeon and suzy escaping,

hey, long time no blogging.sorry, been kind of busy with my life.
my exam marks for test 2 is sooo down,,
so, as usual when my marks are down the teachers will AIM at me,
to be specific, PERLI.
i dont actually mind, because they wanted me to take that as a challenge because they know i can do better,,
but, sometimes their insults hurts me badd.
thankfully i had friends that is always comforting me,
but its different, they dont understand how i feel,,
it's hard to be someone that every classmate relies on,
trust me im like the counselor in the class,,
anybody who got problems, u can tell me,
i like it when everyone relies on me, i feel IMPORTANT, NEEDED.
but sometimes when i've got a problem of my own,
i'm the one who dont  know who to rely on.
so, i take the ESCAPISME way,.
my way of escapisme is using my earphones,
it's a great way of escaping something.
you wear it and you're in your own world.
escape from the hectic world, escape from those painful words.
that's enough for me,
even if the earphones is not connected to anything,
even if it's just silence,
it's more comforting,,
Silence is comforting in many ways. It lets you hear things which you can’t hear with sounds. It gives you realization that someone is always with you. Also, it keeps you from hearing things that you should not listen to. :)