30.8.16
14.8.16
priorities and doubts
I am a daughter first before I am a student.
I am a sister first before I am a student.
So, I started asking questions like
"Does this happens because of me?"
"Are my actions making everybody else's life's hard?"
And then somebody said "Yes"
And she said it right to myself.
And it hits me really hard.
And she is the most important woman in my life.
That is when I started to doubt myself.
I doubt my decision and I knew it's too late.
And I know you can't have doubts when you want to be a doctor.
But it just,
Can't be helped.
Just as I was looking for someone to turn to.
I realized I had none.
Because it was always my family that I turn to.
I am a sister first before I am a student.
So, I started asking questions like
"Does this happens because of me?"
"Are my actions making everybody else's life's hard?"
And then somebody said "Yes"
And she said it right to myself.
And it hits me really hard.
And she is the most important woman in my life.
That is when I started to doubt myself.
I doubt my decision and I knew it's too late.
And I know you can't have doubts when you want to be a doctor.
But it just,
Can't be helped.
Just as I was looking for someone to turn to.
I realized I had none.
Because it was always my family that I turn to.
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