today malaysia loses to bahrain, 2-3.
thus, to get to olympic is gonna be a little bit hard.
it was also my first time watching a football match live.
and thanks to abah, we get to sit at the grandstand.
it was kind of frustrating, bcoz it's my first time n they lose.
but, that game was so awesome.
who cares if they lose?
they did try their hardest right?
without losers, there'll be no winners right?
u can't expect to winn all the time.
and i didn't blame them,
cause they were tired, and a lot of players were injured.
so, whatever it is, MALAYSIA masih di hatiku.
they're good, seriously, especially nazmi faiz, he's 17 and he's small, yet, he scores a goal for malaysia,
i mean, what more could u ask for? more goals? yeah, me too.
but that's besides the point,
mama says, losing the game doesn't mean u lose the battle,
so, get back up and be better, yes, be better,
my favorite phrase. :)
they can always improve. :)
26.11.11
i'm not perfect n i believe no one is,,
my name is sumaiyah azmi. fourteen years old.
14 years of living and i have to admit there's a lot of mistakes i've made.
i have two loving parents and 3 awesome sisters, all of them taking medic.
to me, they all are perfectt. and it's so frustrating when u can't be like them.
but that's where i'm wrong. i forgot hannah montana's song, NOBODY's PERFECT.
all my life i've lived up to people's expectations.
sometimes i feel like i'm trying so hard to be someone else.
some kid's parents', when they see me, they'll like,
'look at her, be like her, bla,bla,bla' or
if me n my friends wanna go out, their parents will go like,
'is sumaiyah going? if she goes than ok, u're allowed.'
sometimes i eel kinda proud that people look up to me,
but some other time, i felt like,
'HEY, WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME?I'M 14 JUST LIKE YOUR CHILD.'
even my teachers, always gt all kinds of sarcasm from 'em. even whn i get good grades.
or sometimes they compare me to my 3 sisters who are their x-students.
i'll just like smile in front of them, acting like i don't care.
but u know what? i'm a human, i have feelings, no matter how hard i try not to care,
i can't. I just have to care.
maybe i felt like the whole world was against me.have u ever felt that way?
and all that i have was my friends, who has always been there for me.
that i forgot about my family who has always been there for me, no matter what.
it's because of that one thing that i believe, i made a big mistake.
a mistake that could cause my future to go BOOM!
but because of that mistake, i get to think,
people put expectations on you because they believe in you,
people said all kinds of sarcasm to u to challenge u,
people compare u b'coz they know u can be just like them n better than who u are now.
the whole world is not against you,
in fact, the whole world is behind u,
it's ok if u make mistakes now,
u learn from it. get back back up, n move on. be a better person.
you'll never be perfect. but the journey to being perfect is what counts, that is how hard u try :)
so, anytime u made a mistake, reflect yourself. n be a better one.
it's no fun anyway to live life that's too perfect, :D
14 years of living and i have to admit there's a lot of mistakes i've made.
i have two loving parents and 3 awesome sisters, all of them taking medic.
to me, they all are perfectt. and it's so frustrating when u can't be like them.
but that's where i'm wrong. i forgot hannah montana's song, NOBODY's PERFECT.
all my life i've lived up to people's expectations.
sometimes i feel like i'm trying so hard to be someone else.
some kid's parents', when they see me, they'll like,
'look at her, be like her, bla,bla,bla' or
if me n my friends wanna go out, their parents will go like,
'is sumaiyah going? if she goes than ok, u're allowed.'
sometimes i eel kinda proud that people look up to me,
but some other time, i felt like,
'HEY, WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME?I'M 14 JUST LIKE YOUR CHILD.'
even my teachers, always gt all kinds of sarcasm from 'em. even whn i get good grades.
or sometimes they compare me to my 3 sisters who are their x-students.
i'll just like smile in front of them, acting like i don't care.
but u know what? i'm a human, i have feelings, no matter how hard i try not to care,
i can't. I just have to care.
maybe i felt like the whole world was against me.have u ever felt that way?
and all that i have was my friends, who has always been there for me.
that i forgot about my family who has always been there for me, no matter what.
it's because of that one thing that i believe, i made a big mistake.
a mistake that could cause my future to go BOOM!
but because of that mistake, i get to think,
people put expectations on you because they believe in you,
people said all kinds of sarcasm to u to challenge u,
people compare u b'coz they know u can be just like them n better than who u are now.
the whole world is not against you,
in fact, the whole world is behind u,
it's ok if u make mistakes now,
u learn from it. get back back up, n move on. be a better person.
you'll never be perfect. but the journey to being perfect is what counts, that is how hard u try :)
so, anytime u made a mistake, reflect yourself. n be a better one.
it's no fun anyway to live life that's too perfect, :D
24.11.11
ehemmm
seriously.im bored.
22.11.11
6.11.11
the beginning.
salam aidiladha dr saya HAJJAH SUMAIYAH BINTI AZMI.
ok, this felt so weirdd. first time raye haji dgn gelaran hajah.
klau tahun lpas, hari ni saye g tawaf haji. percaye atau tidak, saya, berumur 14 tahun, Alhamdulillah dah pun menunaikan rukun islam yang terakhir. mmg x expect pon for that to happen until abah call the first week before flight. n ktorg bkan pegi pakej pon, muasassah under tabung haji je. tp tula, klau org kte da rezeki x kemana. actually, saye x penah pon trfikir nk buat post psal saye pgi haji ngan parents ngan aunts n uncle hinggalah harini.ntahla, ttibe rse nak share. ok,the story begins like this awl tahun 2010, my parents daftarkan my name utk pegi haji. then until la blan sept ke ogos result kluar. i didn't get to go bcoz bru kluar polisi yg mngakatan children blow age of 15 are not allowed to go. so, at first mmg heartbroken gile la. tp da lame sket pasrah je la kan. da xde rzeki nk buat cane. tp my mom kte there's still hope. jd saye pon doa la ape yg trbaek dkt Allah. ssungguhnya dye yg Maha Mengetahui. stiap hari stiap mase msti saye bace ayat 1000 dinar.actually, sya mmg amalkan bnde tu, stat saye hafal time kem kami akhwat saujana dulu. org kte klau bace ayt tu InsyaAllah kte akn dpt rzeki yg x dsangka-sangka.n who ever expects time cuti PMR, a week b4 flight, pg tu abah ttibe call saying i get to go. at that day jgak ktorang pegi bli barang, buat medical checkup, amek surat tawaran n pegi mnx guru besar cuti(tu la smua markah akhir tahun kosong tu, bngkek jgak la sbb diorg x tulis TH je, but it was worth it).so that is how i get to go at the first place. n kat sne mmg byk ssangat experience that i get. so many kinds of people that i met. one day, i wish the whole family get to go together there. x dapat haji pon, umrah pon is more than enough. :)
ok, this felt so weirdd. first time raye haji dgn gelaran hajah.
klau tahun lpas, hari ni saye g tawaf haji. percaye atau tidak, saya, berumur 14 tahun, Alhamdulillah dah pun menunaikan rukun islam yang terakhir. mmg x expect pon for that to happen until abah call the first week before flight. n ktorg bkan pegi pakej pon, muasassah under tabung haji je. tp tula, klau org kte da rezeki x kemana. actually, saye x penah pon trfikir nk buat post psal saye pgi haji ngan parents ngan aunts n uncle hinggalah harini.ntahla, ttibe rse nak share. ok,the story begins like this awl tahun 2010, my parents daftarkan my name utk pegi haji. then until la blan sept ke ogos result kluar. i didn't get to go bcoz bru kluar polisi yg mngakatan children blow age of 15 are not allowed to go. so, at first mmg heartbroken gile la. tp da lame sket pasrah je la kan. da xde rzeki nk buat cane. tp my mom kte there's still hope. jd saye pon doa la ape yg trbaek dkt Allah. ssungguhnya dye yg Maha Mengetahui. stiap hari stiap mase msti saye bace ayat 1000 dinar.actually, sya mmg amalkan bnde tu, stat saye hafal time kem kami akhwat saujana dulu. org kte klau bace ayt tu InsyaAllah kte akn dpt rzeki yg x dsangka-sangka.n who ever expects time cuti PMR, a week b4 flight, pg tu abah ttibe call saying i get to go. at that day jgak ktorang pegi bli barang, buat medical checkup, amek surat tawaran n pegi mnx guru besar cuti(tu la smua markah akhir tahun kosong tu, bngkek jgak la sbb diorg x tulis TH je, but it was worth it).so that is how i get to go at the first place. n kat sne mmg byk ssangat experience that i get. so many kinds of people that i met. one day, i wish the whole family get to go together there. x dapat haji pon, umrah pon is more than enough. :)
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